Everything is so day-to-day here. Whats new Sarah? School. Homework. School and more fucking homework. What did you do last night? Same damn thing i do every night. Same people I see every day. And I love seeing the people I see everyday. Thats why I see them. But I wanna walk out of my front doorstep and see something different. I don't wanna be able to drive up and down my street with my eyes closed and still pull into my drive way without hitting the trees. Ya know. Its hard to fucking leave. Jeff leaving scared the shit outta me. How can I leave everyone, if i can hardly stand only 1 person leaving me? Its the waiting that kills me.