I take on too much. i try too hard. its exasting me. relax, take it easy. take a break care. this weekend will be my relaxing weekend that involves getting trashed with my friends and there better be loads of dancing. i need it. this job suckes the life out of me. and i hate when mike is working till 1 i feel like we just pass by each other all week. i cant fall asleep when he is not there. i dont like it. so tonight i have to lugg my old bed to the curb and the old dressers too. that should be fun. then i will attempt to go to bed early again. i bet it wont work. please come saturday. please

care