well this is a new day.
unanswered questions have been answered and even the outcome was not the one desired, there was an outcome non the less. today has been for the most part unneventfull, a few phone calls and some chats online and a sandwitch or two. i watched requerium for a dream again lastnight and it dirsterbed me again . but a dame good movie. i should be watching hamlet right now but im not in the mood. do you remember the song "more than words" by im not shure. well its a great song. its no Mr Big but cool still. i cant stop listining to the get up kids, there so good, i love it. i havent changed my msn name in so long but "your good intentions count for little anymore" is so what i want it to be right now. its so funny because some people ask me whats up with the name and i dont have an answer. i like it. constants arnt so constant any more. and thats true too. im verry sorry to here that sarah has a jam packed work week which will equal little skit time. which is never good. i want to wish good luck to little tay man on his up comming date, call me if you need any help. god knows im not an expert in that feild but two people with out a clue will be better than one. now im just rammbeling on this but thats ok cause its mine so i can.
all i am doing now is looking forward to thursday when i will actually have money which will be nice. who ever said that money doesn't buy happyness has obvously never been poor for an extended period of time. i talked to my mom today and she seems ok or at least better than the last time i was talking to her. she didn't fall down the stairs she fell off a stepstool which is soo different. so all in all im doing great, wonderfull even. i have to work at 7am tomarro and the next day and then its blessed thursday and i will have hords of money(and drugs) and be care free and full of live, love and happness. for a few days or until the money runns out. so then ill go and sitt around and think about smokes, drugs, friends, money,liquer and many random boys until something more interesting comes along. and yes that was in an verry important order!!!

so hello and good-bye to all my wonderfull friends

and sorry amber for not having you on my list of friends last week. you rock and we are the fucking queens of myrons. and im apairently the hottest fat chick around. some guy actually said that to me, and yes i was/am verry flattered by that comment. fat chicks rule