I've never been broken up with before. This really proves what a weak person I really am. I thought I would handle it alot more gracefully. THere's really nothing worse than a broken heart. I really didn't see it coming. And I am so fucking angry. Well i'm trying to be angry because extreme sadness won't let me sleep. He was such a large part of my life. ANd now i'm supposed to just not think about him anymore with all this shit in my house, all his fucking pictures on my wall and his presents on my shelf. So sorry if i get in the way of your drug habit. Sorry if i worry about your dentist appointments. I'm sorry that you are so fucked up. Cause now i'm fucked up too.