So I overreact. I over react alot. All the fucking time. Something little happens, hits me off guard and since i'm normally high strung as hell it freaks me out. I have a fit, I over react and usually after an hour (a day or two in extreme cases) i'm alright. And so you would say, Sarah you know you over react so just don't next time. WELL ITS NOT THAT FUCKING EASY (haha i'm just kidding, i'm over reacting, get it?)

So over reacting usually comes with crying, yelling, hitting things, etc. So if you see me doing any of the above, its ok, stand back wait a little while. I'll be fine. Anyways, so I guess i'm flawed. Imagine that.

So its 10 in the morning, Jeff just left for B.C. I am in complete shock that he's gone and that i'm not going to see him for 7 months. Its really sad. I really love that guy. I hate to see him leave.

Hey World, Are you listening, listening to me?
I'm here and i'm hurting to begin again.
Hey World i'm ready to listen, Listen to you.

When I saw my best friend yesterday,
She said she never liked you from the start,
Well me, I wish that I could claim the same,
But you always knew you held my heart.
And you're such a charming handsome man,
Now I think I finally understand,
Is it in your genes?, I don't know,
But I'll soon find out, that's for sure,
Why did you play me this way?.

Well I guess what you say is true,
I could never be the right kind of girl for you,
I could never be your woman

ok. so like drug experinces are fucked
so its 10 to 5 and im soooooo fucked and have bin that way since 8 ish
me and RACH and AIR are heree and yea this rocks
every one should be here
jeff for sure


man i have tioo learn