Hello everyone. Ya know. Life is fucking Great. There are so many people who are moody and whiney and complain about everything. But like holy fucking shit. What do you have to complain about? Your nice house, cars, parents? I mean, times get tough every once in a while and everyone derserves a little room to cry and be depressed but its annoying to see people with completely typical lives freaking out about "the man" and taxes or shit like that. Everyone needs to take a step back and relax. I'm 18...and when i'm 44 i'm going to be looking at pictures thinking about how tight my skin was and how much fun I had. So my plan is to maximize my fun. Boo people who don't wanna party, or don't feel like going out. SUck it up. Party. Be cool.

Good Times in the Rain.

The park behind my house was flooded as hell. So in the middle of the storm me and care decided to go and swim in it. And thats excatly what we did. We got a blow up floaty thing and paddle around and ran through the park yelling and screaming. People in the apt buildings were yelling at us to get out of the water. It was good times. THen we lit a bunch of candles and got out all the junk food in the house and sat around my livingroom. Sher and Kyla came over and we talked non-stop for 3 hours. THe power was still off when i woke up today. My basement was flooded to my ankles. But everything is cool. Good times in the rain.

Stay away from people who don't listen to you when you say no. Thats probably the most important thing I could tell anyone. I don't care if its no, i don't want cake, or no get your scuzzy hands off of me. Especially with me. I really fucking mean it. And i'm not going to be nice about it anymore. I'm not going to shut up and smile. Just fucking listen to me when I say no. Thats all i ask.

Its my second day off and its Beautiful. I went to the drive in last night with Brian. The movies were good and so was the canteen food. I get all restless though sitting in the car for 4 hours. Its rather uncomfortable. I woke up this morning before 10 to the phone ringing. I pick it up and its my boss at m and m meat shops. She wanted me to go in and work because she had the shits. THE SHITS. There is no fucking way I am going to work on a beautful day like this because of the shits. So now, i'm getting up, driving my mom to the airport. YEAH! and going out with Brian and Nic to the beach. Well first I have to go Aviator sunglass shopping with Brian. You people have no idea how many times I have gone aviator shopping. I'd say at least 16-20 times.
Whats with boys and aviators?
Anways enjoy this beautiful day.

So I read Jeff's post about quitting drugs. I am so happy to hear this. He is a really good guy and he deserves to be happy. It'll be hard but i'm sure he'll have lots of support. I am really proud of him, and I'm crossing my fingers that he can do it. Good luck.

Oh man. I had the best canada day ever. Shit, it was fun. I was so loaded. Just drunk as hell to the 9's. WE hung at Cares for a bit. Then we went down to the Duplex. I think everyone was almost cleared out by then. When the taxi came. We loaded Me, Carolyn, Holly, Rachel, Sherri and Erica into cab. Of course being annoying the whole time down to the delta. Me and Holly got seperated for a bit but met up with the others shortly after. I hugged like 4 thousand people. Sadly Sherri left us and we went to watch the fireworks and oooh and Awww. AND HELL did oooh and aww for the whole duration of the fireworkds. SO i was obnoxiously drunk, i was having a good time. THis is when we go and get into Melons with Horace the horse faced girl's ID that carolyn stole from myrons a few nights ago. I can't believe it worked. I got in had a horney monkey start dancing my ass off when THE KINGSTON GUYS show up. I couldn't believe it. I totally forgot/ditched them at the fireworks and they show up. So he's dancing his ass off with us and we had a good time. He had a few pictures( I know thats incorrect) of beer and me and carolyn we guzzling on the dance floor. He got a little handsy near the end and i think he could tell I was pissed off. I'm pretty sure he didn't know I was 18 cause he was like 23 or 24. But fuck I had a good time. CT picked us up and drove us to a store where the guys in a car infront of the store let me in on their J. WE went back to Cares and I ended up dropping dead at like 4. Shit, I had a good fucking time. FUck.

I really hate the name Bruce. I don't know why.

That last post was from me. Not carolyn. I can't wait for canada day. Like i'm really freakin excited. I invited these two guys from kingston who are hitchiking across canada to hang out with us on canada day and get drunk. I gave em carolyns' phone number and name. I didn't think she'd mind. And she didn't. So yeah. Good times I'm hoping for. I hope no rain. I'm going down to the fair grounds tonight. Go on some rides. Play some bingo. Maybe win a clock or blender or something. Yeah so anyways. I dont' know what my point is. But Brian AShby, how ocme you haven't fixed my comments huh? You promised.
Sarah

Hey,
Well good times with an old friend last night. I love catching up. I love hanging out with people I usually don't hang out with. Cause all their stories are new. Their humor is interesting. Don't get me wrong. I love my old crusty friends too. I hope this summer is as fun as last year. I miss all the junkyard boys. I had such an awesome time there. But the summer is still young. And i'm sure there will be tones of good times to come. And good luck to carolyn. I know what she's saying.

well hello

again

it has just been one of those nights that you watch someone else just to see if they are looking at you. a drunking night out on the town with my friends from work. which is always good times. but i found myself thinking about mikes. if it wasn't one it was the other.
dame them all. #2 is so hot and #3 is just so much like me. I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO????? why cant i just find a guy who likes me and wants to be with me. that doesn't seem that far feched, does it? i know that i go on and on about how i Hate girlfriends but maybe thats just because i dont understand the meaning or what it intailes. i want to be a girlfriend. not some crazy controling bitch. but someine you can hang out with, with the guys and you can drink with and still have fun. someone that will make just as much fun of you as you friends do. but look at you that sirten way that makes smile uncontrolably. maybe im being silly and drunk. but thats what i want. dont get me wrong i LOVE the single live, especially lately, but maybe i just want someone to laugh with, walk with, talk with. maybe i just want. yet can never have. so sinicial isn't it.

im working like mad lately. mainly cause im soooo broke. im also missing all my friends like "a mad man"! im hopeing the summer will heel old wounds and make things all good again. man how things change. its just so funny to think about things from a year or two ago and how they so majorly effected me. it just shows how small our problems are and how funny life is.

im sorry that i missed girls night. i was majorly sun killed on wendsay. and more importantly im sorry i missed HOLLYS B-day. but the bars are my thing and there will be a many a night of good times to come.

well i must go cause its 5:09 and i got to work tomarrow .

but hello and good bye to all those who i havent talked to in a wile.

oh and hey, do you think its possible for me to go out with a strait ege guy?????
dont bother asking that i know the answer. right?


well the bad spelling and the retardness is over. so you can all laugh at how stupid i am and how lonley ive become.