I think i'm in love with being in love. You know that feeling. When you just start going out, and you are so in love with someone that your estatically happy. Its like going to disneyland. You are so happy and excited about something but you don't know what. Everytime the phone rings you hope its that person. Every time someone comes to the door you hope its them. You can't wait to see them again even though they just left. Yeah, I love being in love. Blindly in love. Sometimes its not a good thing. But if you've got it right, its great. I can't wait to fall in love again.

What nature do you speak of when you say that homosexuality is unnatural?

Because the Nature that I love, and the Nature that I respect contains no hatred

Nah, I'm just kidding. I love ya'll.

Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck You. Fuck you Fuck You Fuck you. Fuck Fuck Fuck. Fuck You. I like 99.9% of the people I know. That goes out to the other .1%.

Hello Ladies and Germs. Ha Ha? Anyways. Today is Friday. My last day of work until MONDAY! Yes thats right. I have Saturday and Sunday off. Imagine! If anyone wants to hang with me this weekend gimme a call because this is the first and probably last weekend I will ever have off. Unfortunatly my parents are home this weekend and no parties can be had. But my mom is a traveller and she'll be gone again soon. My bro is getting back today too. He's gonna be drinking meals from a straw for the next week or so. And good news. He can't talk either so that will drastically reduce the amount of fun he makes of me. But he's a creative guy so i'm sure he'll find some way to harrass me. Anywho. I plan on spending 75% of my weekend at the beach. So thats where i'll be. I don't know why i posted all this. I just thought it was time for a new one. And yet I have nothing to say. Oh well. Hey. Comment. I don't care on what. But just do it. Now. DO IT. Good.

So I knew it was an old film. I knew that there were pictures of me and Jeff. I forgot about that day though. I forgot about those pictures. And now I have a bunch of half-naked pictures of Jeff. Which is funny, because i'm a bitter ex-girlfriend. And those two things mix well. But no worries. I'm sure they won't sell for much on e-bay. But what a way to torture a healing heart. The good thing is 85% of the pictures are of me and my friends having good times. Not to mention a hilarous, very close up picture of me and carolyn with retarded looks on our faces. I'm actually laughing outloud at it now. I love pictures. They always crack me up. My favorite is of Bob at the superstore staff party. Everyone else is sitting on the bed with a nice smile across their faces. But bob is red and yelling with a quart of vodka in one hand and a peace sign on the other. I can't look at it without laughing. I can't even type about it without laughing. Me Care and Holly had a good time the other night. We caused alot of shit. I just thought it was the girls turn to cause trouble. And boy, did we. I can't go into details. Anyways I am so tired. I had a good/bad sleep last night. I woke up like 700 times. but at least when I woke up I had someone I love wrapped around me. Theres no better way to sleep

Now here you go again
You say you want your freedom
Well who am I to keep you down
It's only right that you should
Play the way you feel it
But listen carefully to the sound
Of your loneliness
Like a heartbeat .. drives you mad
In the stillness of remembering what you had
And what you lost ...
And what you had ...
And what you lost

Thunder only happens when it's raining
Players only love you when they're playing
Say .. Women ... they will come and they will go
When the rain washes you clean .. you'll know

ahhhhh

good times are good.

i have to quote something from lastnight.

sherri said that she wanted to sit indian style. Sarah said that that is racist. and sherri replyed with, No man its my favorite way to sit.