Thursday, February 20, 2003

So.

Things are feeling better. I'm still a mess as usual. But a little happier mess. like pigpen that guy off charlie brown who always has the dirt cloud around him. Except my cloud is metaphoric of course.

I had the last 2 days off. That was good. I went volunteering at the hospital on Wed. That was kinda fun. And I went to the tanning beds too. I was glad Janelle was there. I was a tanning bed virgin. She showed me the ropes though. I think i'll go back again soon. Before my big trip to MAUI. WOOO. April will not come soon enough.

Anyways gotta jet i'm slacking at work as usual

Wednesday, February 19, 2003

man i just listened to the dbs cd that sarah jayne so nicely lent me. i must burn it. nothing quite having a coupple hours to your self to rock right out and fucking scream you ass off. love every single kick ass song. thanks sare for getting me into this shitt.

so im hanging out at mikes and doing laundry. i have to go and get ready to go out to myrons for a bit to eat when he gets home. but i thought i would post a bit. i am insainly jelous of the people who get to go,or are gone, on kick ass trips. but hey i think that halifax is going to be pretty kool.

got to go though
i wish everyone out there three things:

1) peace- look around
2) love- everyones got to have it
3) happiness- why the fuck not be happy

care xoxoxoxox

Tuesday, February 18, 2003

The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings
> but shorter tempers, wider freeways, but narrower viewpoints. We spend
> more, but have less. We buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger
> houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time. We have
> more degrees but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more
> experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness.
>
> We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too
> little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too
> tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom. We
> have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too
> much, love too seldom, and hate too often. We've learned how to make a
> living, but not a life.
>
> We've added years to life, not life to years.
>
> We've been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble
> crossing the street to meet a new neighbor. We conquered outer space,
> but not inner space.
>
> We've done larger things, but not better things. We've cleaned up the
> air, but polluted the soul. We've conquered the atom, but not our
> prejudice.
>
> We write more, but learn less. We plan more, but accomplish less.
> We've learned to rush, but not to wait. We build more computers to
> hold more information, to produce more copies than ever, but we
> communicate less and less.
>
> These are the times of fast foods and slow digestion, big men and
> small character, steep profits and shallow relationships. These are
> the days of two incomes but more divorce, fancier houses, but broken
> homes. These are days of quick trips, disposable diapers, throwaway
> morality, one night stands, overweight bodies, and pills that do
> everything from cheer, to quiet, to kill. It is a time when there is
> much in the showroom window and nothing in the stockroom. A time when
> technology can bring this letter to you, and a time when you can
> choose either to share this insight, or to just hit delete.

Sunday, February 16, 2003

i am officially the envy of all girls. i got a carebear. na na na na na na!!!! got totaly smashed lastnight and had a kick ass time with the girls. missing was sherri because she is a big fucking party pooper, and she sucks. im am feeling like compleet shit right now. and holly fuck could it be any colder outside, really though? lots of interesting thinks going on online lately. you all know that i have oppions shooting out my ass on that topic but all i can do is bite my tonge because i love bob to much to bother saying anything. and im not in the mood for shit to hit the fan, today anyway. oh man i cant wait till you are home JEFF. ah the fun we will have!!!!!! you are lucky my brian is not working right now. oh man im fucked, im going back to bed!!!!!

fuck you