Hey, I'm posting. I just have nothing interestign to write. I imagine everyone scrolls over what i write anyway. That is if anyone reads this. Unsolved Mystery. Well i work tonight and tomorrow night. So my weekend sucks. I didn't go to school today. I didn't feel like it. Although i did have to go to my lab. Which sucks. But hopefully something happening will happen tomorrow. Shawn Cahill called me at 10 o'clock this morning. What the fuck? I'm not sure i like knowwing who called when i was gone. I mean, not knowing why i person who doesn't call yoou, actualyl called and at a weird time makes me wonder. I don't like to wonder. Anywho. This is the exact reason why i don' t post.
Over and OUt.

hello there
well my dad is gone to my stepmoms until sunday, she is gone to the states so i have the basement to myself. which is cool. im going to stay up late watching the dish and on the computer. im kinda tired cause i was up at 6 and then i babysited my cuz all day. nothing is new really i think im going out with sarah jane tomarrow and ill spend some money!! its only 32 munites till i get payed wooohooo. i really want ot go out to myrons or something this weekend friday actually. that would be rockin so if anyone wants to go out friday email me or call. bigcmacd@hotmail.com. i must get ripp roring drunk and do some hard core dancing. not to mention the mass amout of skits that will hopely be going on this weekend!!!! ah money how i love it sooo.i did alot of dancing with the baby today i taught him how to dance and he looks verry promising. only like 17 years till he hits the bars. i had a nice chat with the boy with no name tonight and he is working on his story and its going really well. congrats!!
well thats about it from me. im dissiponted with my fellow teammate for not posting here. you bitch!!!!
hugs and kisses, care out
some one call me about friday please??????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

well this is a new day.
unanswered questions have been answered and even the outcome was not the one desired, there was an outcome non the less. today has been for the most part unneventfull, a few phone calls and some chats online and a sandwitch or two. i watched requerium for a dream again lastnight and it dirsterbed me again . but a dame good movie. i should be watching hamlet right now but im not in the mood. do you remember the song "more than words" by im not shure. well its a great song. its no Mr Big but cool still. i cant stop listining to the get up kids, there so good, i love it. i havent changed my msn name in so long but "your good intentions count for little anymore" is so what i want it to be right now. its so funny because some people ask me whats up with the name and i dont have an answer. i like it. constants arnt so constant any more. and thats true too. im verry sorry to here that sarah has a jam packed work week which will equal little skit time. which is never good. i want to wish good luck to little tay man on his up comming date, call me if you need any help. god knows im not an expert in that feild but two people with out a clue will be better than one. now im just rammbeling on this but thats ok cause its mine so i can.
all i am doing now is looking forward to thursday when i will actually have money which will be nice. who ever said that money doesn't buy happyness has obvously never been poor for an extended period of time. i talked to my mom today and she seems ok or at least better than the last time i was talking to her. she didn't fall down the stairs she fell off a stepstool which is soo different. so all in all im doing great, wonderfull even. i have to work at 7am tomarro and the next day and then its blessed thursday and i will have hords of money(and drugs) and be care free and full of live, love and happness. for a few days or until the money runns out. so then ill go and sitt around and think about smokes, drugs, friends, money,liquer and many random boys until something more interesting comes along. and yes that was in an verry important order!!!

so hello and good-bye to all my wonderfull friends

and sorry amber for not having you on my list of friends last week. you rock and we are the fucking queens of myrons. and im apairently the hottest fat chick around. some guy actually said that to me, and yes i was/am verry flattered by that comment. fat chicks rule

well i may or may not have killed myself online tonight
i finialy said what i wanted too, took a risk and i hope it goes well but i may not and thats ok.
i guess i will have to wait and see. you cant blame a girl for trying. at least i will no the score and that will be cool. congrats to sarah jane for being right fucked up lastnight, to go asleap with the boots on is a true sign. when we were doing our "live brodcast from jons deck" skit it was the funnyest thing ever mainly because we got shawn to do it with us!!!!!
but thats all for now this is carolyn signing off, live from her basement. dedicated always to m________
you no sarah he he he
its my baby

Hello, I would like free sex, are you going to give it? - Bob

I will agree with carolyn on this one, party =good. Although I didn't arrive home until 5 this morning and passed out on top of my covers with my boots still on i must say the party was a success. Good times were had by all. Tons of fun with Caroyln and Holly in the garage talking fast, and smoking cigarettes. And a toast to bob for passing out eating pizza but finishing it off when he woke up. good times were had by all.

I also thought i might call boy with no name to see if he is still pissed. Hopefully not. but probably.
Sarah

hello there
now that i know that people actually read this i may post differently. i really had no idea that you guys read this soo, hey y'all. this weekend was cool i had a good time for sure. lastnight i just needed to be outside for a wile with the news that my mom "some how" broke here ankle. i hope its not all my fault??
good times though. i have no idea how that pitcher game did not total me compleetly. i was still up and attem at 4ish screaming at sarah in the kitchen. sorry jon for yelling so late!!! we didn't mean to i think its just we are not use to being around people. I think we all owe jon a big round of appulase for still being up lastnight and for being the rockin type of guy to have 2 partys. im sorry for not being around to help clean up in the mornin.
i was fairly drunk lastnight but not nearly as drunk as i should have been. and i did kinda give goat hell when he was leaving and im sorta sorry for that, i guess. what the fuck was with andrew henn and jer calling on friday? and going. was that your doing boy with no name. im sorry that you cant be there but that was your doing not mine so fuck off about it. i still love you the same. i actually went the weekend with almost no down moments no crying sessions and no attempting to get what i cant have. or do i want it anymore? thats a new thought? now that i think, i was fairly antisocial lastnight i think its cause i cant stand all you coupples. not that i dont like you guys i just hate all that lovey dovey shit. thats not how to party in my eyes but oh well. all in all goodtimes with good friends and three man was cool as shit and i have no idea how, again, we handled that jug of booze? way to go team hard liquer and team beer you suck!!!! Beer is soooo different than that rum/vodcka/lemonaid/icetea mix.

it was soooo nice to hear paynes voice. i miss that crazy bastard like mad. i cant wait till hes home.
someone is verry lucky they left msn when they did, just now ,all hell was about to break loose!!!!!!!

im not posting my stupid poems there wayyyy to personal so no im not.
i think all my friends rock like crazy even the ones who dont.
ive got to stop now
see yas

sorry for that couples thing for all you halfs out there