I had the best time last night. Me Sherri Carolyn and Rachel went to melons. Well first we got all drunk at Rachel's boyfriends house, struted down to melons. Got in no problem, didn't even ID us. THe place was pack cause port citizen was playing. We friggen danced our faces off. Good times. THen around 1, we decide to go to myrons cause its Ladies night. WE just walk right in, up the stairs, no Id. Its was easier than I thought. Myrons was awesome. Kyla. erica, and Keri were there and very excited to see us. WE dcanced our faces off there too. But he headed back to melons after a little while. After that we stumbled down university ave back to ryans house. Darren promised us pizza and couldn't provide so me, sher and care took off to the royal bank where we called a pizza guy and a cab. We ate at record speed. So me and sher slept very soundly in Cares bed and she slept on the couch. We woke early. Wake and Bake. Went to the Glenfinnin lake. Swam, floated, etc for a while and here i am. Tired as arse. I need a nap.

You know I never
I never seen you look so good
You never act the way you should
But I like it
And I know you like it too
The way that I want you
I gotta have you
Oh yes, I do

You know I never
I never ever stay out late
You know that I can hardly wait
Just to see you
And I know you cannot wait
Wait to see me too
I gotta touch you


Cause baby we'll be
At the drive-in
In the old man's Ford
Behind the bushes
Till I'm screaming for more
Down the basement
Lock the cellar door
And baby
Talk dirty to me

You know I call you
I call you on the telephone
I'm only hoping that you're home
So I can hear you
When you say those words to me
And whisper so softly
I gotta hear you


I love Poison

Sometimes I shoot my mouth off, when I probably shouldn't. But If I didn't say it herr, i'd just bottle it up inside. And its easier to be vague and hope they notice, then to be brave and say it to their face.


Wow, I really just figured it out. I never realized what I was doing. Probably doesn't mean i'm going to stop though.


How come no one is on the internet at 3:41? I'm in the mood for a heart to heart chat.


Today my Dad told me my brother was moving to Victoria on Sunday. No one ever tells me anything. Anywho, I told my dad I wouldn't be sad to see him go (again). I probably will though, I always get a lil teary eyed. He's off to bigger and better things though. Hopefully doing something important instead of rocking out and breaking hearts. He's living the emo life. Just means I get his room. And my waterbed back.


I should go to bed.

I am throwing the biggest fucking fit right now.
I work all god dmaN FUCKING day so i that I can be broke all of the fucking time. All the fucking time. FUUUUUUck. So i freaked out at work in the freezer fucking throwing shit around swearing my face off. Then someone tells me its raining. I had the convertalbe at work, and the roof doesn't go up and it was pppppouring so i had to drive home in the rain. So when I get home i fucking run around slamming door and just freaking right out crying and screaming and crying. I called my mom she drove me back to work. And everyone at work is like..oooh sarah, whats wrong, all fucking conserned and nosey. Then my stupid boss is like, ya know what I think is wrong with you sarah. She's like ever since Jeff broke up with you, it seems like that took the wind out of your sails. ANd i'm like what the fuck? Why would you say that? ARe you trying to make me feel worse. What the fuck do you want me to do about that? And like get out of my business. I don't want my boss bugging me about that. JUST LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE WOULD YA.
Everything FUCKING SUCKS

If i'm right, Like I think I am, I feel sorry for you. Although there is a continous cycle of hate, i'm still sorry. Sorry you fell for it again. I'll learn from your mistake. Boys are hard. Hard to understand, hard to be with, and stay with and love. But if you've got it right, or at least think its right, its fucking amazing. I wish love upon all my friends. And its true. Its better to have love and lost then to have never loved at all. And you may not feel that way now. But didn't you feel great for those few months. Wasn't everything just perfect? Its funny how you think you'll never fall in love again, or feel that way about someone else like you did for him. But you will. You'll fall deeper in love, and you'll wonder why you were ever that upset. Single life is tough. Guys come and go but you have to make decisions on who you'll let yourself fall in love with, and hope to god they don't break your heart. I've had my share of bad decisions. It wasn't until I had the worst relationship of my life until I realized that you can't always just hope for the best. You have to make real decisions and watch out for your heart. And its really scary when you just have to take a deep breath and put yourself on the line. But if you don't do that, then life isn't really what it could be. Cause love rocks. I know I say it all the time. But It does. Sorry if i'm making the lonely feel lonlier. Anyways. After reading Carolyn's post i realize we really need to go somewhere and chat. I'll try to be her proffesional guy help. I better seize the opportunity too cause carolyn never wants to talk about guys. But I bet everyone here is tired of listening to me talk about guys. I'm tired of talking of talking about them.
Anyways. Post and Publish.

well hello

thinks have been a little to busy lately. lots of partying. me and mike have been hanging out a bit and thats nice. i feel as though i need professional guy help though. because i have no idea what im doing. and i hate that im thinking all this stupid things like, should i call him and i wonder what that means. i think that guys drive girls a little crazy. but thats ok with me. im moving again in another like 28 days i cant waite. ha ha not. i hate moving. but ill go now. i think im hanging with tara tonight or so i hope. maybe she can help me