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no Bob again this weekend! im really starting to miss the guy. and im totaly not cool with him NEVER being around anymore. along with others. rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. so have fun at your hockey game tonight bob cause no dought me and jeffy and sarah jane and goat and shawn and his crazy crew will be up to no good and you will not be there yet again. im not mad at bob or anything though i just miss the guy like crazy. Well we had quite a night lastnight. Shawns grandmothers is insain. there was this super creppy doll from my childhood there that scared me, solid. but i got to drive which was cool. i miss driving.i love driving. im wondering what will happin tonight? im sure that it will be alot like lastnight. oh my first day back at work went realy well and i actually liked it. on my next pay check i will have 88 hours on it and that will be steller. most of it will go to apartment stuff, but i have to keep my pritories strait accouding to my sisters rules which will favor what i like. he he he. ah money i love that tooo. and you know what i also love jeff to death. jeffy and i have had our differences in the past but i think that we get along better now than ever. i know it, i dont know how we ever didn't get along. oh wait i was a bitch and he was usually an ass. but those days are over and im sooo glad. ah friends arnt they great!!!! well i think im going to take a trip out to the garage and then watch shrek for the first time!!!!! ye-ha. so see yas later.

care

oh man P fucking S. TAY, krissy is back!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i thought youd like that. this only aplys to tay but i know that he will be excited.

warning!!! this is some fucked up thing that i let andrew put on here. you know the boy with no name wanted to blog. so i let him.


You son of a bitch blog, fuck you I write like a son of a whore, not you!!! and you fuck on me. Die. ANyways, if you don't know how many trees are in your yard you can spell count. But if your trees fall and die then you are OK!!! But try to not care at all cause you wont get anywhere with me. Never mind you and your broken heart try not to think of reason to say hello for. But die please and don't act like you care cause It's mind over matter, and i don't mind cause it don't matter... You fucking cruel bastard why are you so perfect. Do speak cause no-one is listening and time only passes when you are thinking..
so what u doin hows u n me get goin and stop this moral decision, to get on would be the final destination, but my ticket only goes so far until I have to get off... your bus, my hand my mouth your car. Its easy,, when you know the rules, all you have to do is.... play the game, come on everybody play my game. It leads to hell but you get a return ticket when its all over. You just gotta find out whether or not you wanna leave. Try to bear with me when I quote a great... Mon chee chee, eat your vegatables and dont say no unless you mean it.. I mean are mean, get it... no I suppose you can't follow shit,, I know it smells but come on do it for me, undo me come on me. No thats not how it sounds. Its for life and dreams that skies turn red. Blood red that is you simple piece of shit, not you. Like I would mean that.. uhhhhh tell me how can you say I do with out saying ramamattata. gib that shit up. please no pictures i fright of bright lights. anyway see you soon on the flip of Kansas.. No dorothy the is a tornado, think of the rattle. Ugghh

oh-bla-de-oh-bla-da life goes on

yet again another stupid chapter of my fucked up life has unfolded. but oh well. i had to quit my stupid job at sobeys and got my old stupid job at tim hortans back. i hate my dad for doing all this to me again. and im really fucking pissed that he stole all my fucking money. and im not going to see him for a wile yet. just a note out there for anyone who is/has thought about killing themselves. think again cause it is the most selfish and stupid thing that you could ever do. but im starting to get back on track after a few days of freeking out. i got the old job back and im apt hunting like crazy. the way i figer it is that sarah and i have to get the hell away from both of our crazy fucking parents. and i cant wait, it will be hard and stuff but it should be cool. im starting full time on friday 8-4 monday till friday which is pretty cool. i wont be doing alot during the week but i dont anyway. that would actually require people to like call or something. which doesn't happen. so all ive been doing is sitting around and thinking alot, soing some writeing and freeking out. but i think the freeking out is over. thanks to the like 2 people that ive talked to in the past few days. ive got to go cause 2 of the dogs ran away like 2 hours ago and i havent looked for them. ha ha
but lewis is still here so i dont care

Hey Care,
Listen i don't know about he movies wednesday. I gotta study like a mofucker and i work like crazy this week.
xoxox Sarah..i'll try to call you wednesday after work after 6..

hey you all

i own you, sarah a life time of thanks for you being there for me lastnight. i dont know what i would do with out you. Last night was super scarry and it better never happin again.
just a note out to everyone that im not going to throw a new years party this year. i cant do it i have WAY too much going on and it is way too hard to throw those partys. you guys dont want me in the hospitial next do yas. plus im not celebrating x-mass and i dont give a shit about new years this year.
oh and i red that nasty post at ambers site. all i will say is that bob CAN spend a little time away from you right! i love bob to death and i, along with others, miss when bob isn't around and the people that get him all the time shouldn't bitch when hes not there. sorry
i have to go i have a million things to do. i have to organize my life.
PLEASE all my friends give me a call, just to say hello or something. i need you guys>
care
bigcmacd@hotmail.com

but it will do.........it will do!

im doing some major chillin at home here. having a great time. watching some movies and sitting around is so awsome, mind you i did take a trip or two out to the garage. not a whole lot is new had a cool weekend thanks to sarah jane and the boys. oh man i hope bobs ok. he was not in good shape when i last saw him.
almost allllll of my pay is gone already thanks in major part to my dad. rrrrrr!!!!! but hey thats alright i guess. i am so partying in the basement right now. im rocking out to my music. there is no one here at all. there arnt even any stupid dogs. YEA!! i hate those fucking dogs. i have to work at 7 in the fucking morning so i better start to wind down. i hate work toooooo!!!!!! its hell on earth!!!!!!!!!

oh yea and there will for sure be a new place in town very soon!!!!rocking!!!!!!

got to go
care !!!!!!!!

this post had lots of these!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
awsome!!!!!!!!!!!!