Ok, So I was thinking about this. What is so fucking wrong with relationships build on drug use? So right away everything thinks oooh well if you met doing drugs and spend most times doing drugs then you don't really have a friendship/relationship. Well if such a thing is true, then i have absolutly no friends, maybe Brian Ashby. And I said this to someone the other day, like you know that our relationship is build on pot. And they took it as such an offense. But really its just the truth. But it doesn't make the relationship any less. I mean, I met most of my boyfriends and friends through drugs. And most of our relationships blossomed because we met up to hang out and smoke, but it doesn't make the time before during and after any less meaningful if you are stoned. Its not like everyone is so fucked up that our personalities are changed and we really don't know each other at all. Maybe you become closer, laughing you asses off, and snacking. I dunno, some people just gave me the feeling lately that i was less important as a friend because i did drugs. I don't think smoking pot interferes with falling in love, and forming friendships. Who cares if I met them while smoking pot. My friendships aren't shady and weak and have better friends now than i ever did.

I'm sorry and another fucking thing. I don't understand these fucking people who get all worked up about dope. For almost a year most of my friends smoked dope and I didnt. But you didn't catch me freaking out, blowing the smoke away from me, and ditching my friends. Some people need to relax, what i do is my own business. As a friend, if it was affecting my schoolwork, job, relationships, i would expect someone to talk to me about it. But other than that mind your fucking business and relax. If you dont' smoke drugs, that is fine and dandy with me. Do these people think we are goign to gang up and peer pressure them? I don't care if you dont' smoke drugs. Fuck , i don't want to give them to you in the first place.

To each their own.