Tuesday, December 17, 2002

Alright, So I understand. I do have an earing in my lip. Sure its not a totally ordinary thing, but its not like people haven't hear or seen anything like it before. And I never did this for attention. I really prefer if people ignore it all together. But at work, and everywhere i go , people will walk straight up to me, put their face within 2 mm of mine, and ask what is in my lip. Did I run into something? Was I hit with something? Was I in a fishing accident? You know what it is you fuckers, so don't ask me retarded questions i've heard a million times.

So i'm in the eye doctors office, getting my glasses fixed cause i messed them all up. The guy, who i have never seen before, fixes them, I thank him, and as i go to leave, he puts his hand on my chin like flicking my fucking stud. And I whip my head back as in "What the fuck is wrong with you??" and he's like trying to see the inside of my lip to see if it goes all the way through. Like trying to stick his fingers in MY FUCKING MOUTH!! And i'm like what are you doing. And he says, does it go all the way through? and I pulled my lip back to show him and he's like ohh gross or something. And I take off out the door.

So I'm like walking downtown, down the street, and i start to break out in tears. I mean its not really a big deal, people do retarded shit like that all time. I can handle the stupid questions, I can even handle when they need to look at it from 2 mm away. But please GOD I am an 18 yr old woman (yeah thats right Woman) where does a man get the nerve to think I won't mind if he sticks his hands all over my face. I felt so violated. A piercing does not give anyone the right to fucking fondle my face. Fucking insult my piercing I felt like telling him he looks like a child rapist with his fucking perv mustache.

AGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH FUCK.



Sunday, December 15, 2002

well, all and all, a good fucking weekend!
thusday- good times with the girls.drunk fun. i had an awsome time with sherr on our little drive
friday- weird night. but jeffy called and that made my day. i miss jeff and i love that guy to death
saturday- drinking and myrons and good times with mike.
today- im going to maids in a bit, then i think we are going to watch lord of the rings and dye mikes hair red. busy day