Wednesday, January 15, 2003

Alright so i'm at work and bored out of my friggen head. Work is soo boring. For some reason this week has been terribly slow and i find myself with 3 hours at the end of the night to kill. Well what is new with me. I guess I had a stint(is that a word?) of depressive posts like 4 in 1 day last week. Well, ya know, ignore me i'm dramatic. Sometimes i feel bad for myself. And i really shouldn't. I should count my blessings. like I have AMAZING parents. I am seriously the luckiest girl in the world. Me and my dad are just good friends. He gives me the car every single night of the week so i can go out with my friends. He is always willing to compromise with me. Always trying to make everyone happy. My mom is like one of my girlfriends. Not that my love for them has anything to do with material possesions, but mom my spends soo much money on me. We go out to movies and dinner or get our hair done at least once a week. She always tries to make time for me. She gives me anything I need. They just try soo hard to make me happy. And I am.
When I told them I was taking a semester off school, they didn't argue with me. They leave these decisions up to me and trust me to make good ones. If they think i'm making a bad one, they just try to compromise or talk to me. When I told them i was going to move up to kingston for a month with Brian, they didn't say a word. They know brian is a good guy. They know i am responsible. And they agreed that if I wanted to go, that i should. And its not that they are passive parents. But i'm raised now, and i can make my own decisions.
They never try to kick me out. Or make me pay rent. They never really ask for anything in return.
Blessing #1 - Loving Parents

I could go on. But i wont.



So yeah . My 19th birthday is on January 26th. And i'm having a little party in a hotel room my mom got for me. And i'm keeping it relativly quiet so she doesn't get charged extra money for damages, puke etc. Anyways its mostly girls that are invited. And a few boys to keep each other company. But if you aren't invited, relax. I can't invite everyone. And i picked certain people for good reasons. I don't want stupid boyfriend and girlfriend fights while drinking, or people clinging on to their stupid boyfriends, which is why I only invited MINE. Cause its my party and I DO WHAT I WANNA. Haha. So yeah. I wish i could have you all, cause I love you all but i can't. So come to myrons on Jan 25th, i'll be there at midnight.

Oh yeah and Carolyn Sherri and Erica rule.

Sunday, January 12, 2003

Ya know. I really feel like i have my shit together. Well most of it. Although i'm not going to school, i'm still working about 30 hours a week. I am volunteering in Unit 1 at the hospital and i actually go to the gym a few times a week. I am eating very well and i am a kick ass baker. I just made a loaf of ch chip banana bread. YUMMM.