HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEFFY!!!!!!
I WOUV WU...

is each day for the rest of my miserible life going to be this bad? are these really soppose to be the best years of my life? what the fuck?

im going to bed and im not getting until like 5 in the fucking afternoon because its my day off. and im fucked for this weekend... no money = no fun. i wish i seen jeff today but ill see you tomarrow. i herd many things today and they better not be true or there is going to be some ass kickin.
fuck fuck fuck
matt you make me smile, and i had a great time with you as always!!!

goodnight!

Hey Care,
I know that you tried to call and i tried to call you back. I have a lab tomorrow afternoon but i get off around 3 or 4...3 if i'm lucky. I get home for about an hour at 1 so i'll try to call and we can set up some sort of plan but if not i'll just talk toyou around 4. i'll call or you'll call. I can probably get my car to do some errands but not for the night or anything. So i'll talk toyou soon.
Sorry for using the blogspot as my own personal email service.
Sarah

well id like to say that i had the worst like afternoon of my live, hands down!!!! My mom like exploding was like the least cool thing like ever. actually it was like one of the shittyest thing ever!! but im not going to freek out about it even though "ITS ALL YOUR FAULT CAROLYN"(Yelled by my crazy mom) Any way enough talk of that. thanks alot sarah for talking to me today you were a big help and a great friend. i was going to post about our attractive vs non attractive talk we had today but i cant think right now. i just got home from being out with sarah and matt. i had a good time we were over at that mike guys house, it was cool. im going itto hollys at 8 tomarrow which is crazy and funny. iv got to work at the shithole tomarro from 11-8 which sucks ass. im totlay excited about hanging with matt simon tomarro, after missing two of our thursday nights. which sucked badly! fuck i left my fucking smoke at my stupid fucking moms today but thank god my gram gave me 20 bucks. i had planned to use that money for booze for the weekend but ill figer out something else. but i must get loaded as hell on the weekend, for sure. It should be loads of good times with good friends!!!
well i best be off the sack!
he he
im going to be at hollys in like 6 hours. we gota take cain for a needle :(
chat soon sarah!!!
care-ah-lynn

hello where

things are cool right now. i got a full pack of smokes and im feeling great. i went out lastnight with sarah and the boy whose name im not alloud to say on here anymore . i was pretty fun. im glad that we can do that again. im chatting with andrew hennebery and i love him to death, he is such a great guy really. If all my friends didn't go out with him i probly would have liked him at one point but there was never any time to fit it in. so oh well. yea i got to work at 4 so i better start to get ready cause Rob is working and i want to look halfdecient.
later care

dont worry my dad got me smokes what a good fella

drugs

i wish to right about a topic i love for once. and i do love them. and why the fuck not really? it is just good time with friends or in my garage. and sure it may be eleagal but so is speeding and under age drinking and who the fuck cares about that. there is no reason why i would not smoke weed. as long as im not spending all my money on it and my brain is not fucked beond repare. there is no reason, i will smoke till im old and gray and love every munite of it and there is not one fucking thing any one could do to stop me. nark all you want i wont care. so i enjoy getting stone especially with you* and the boys and i hope to continue for a many a live long day.. yeppe. and no im not a drug addict i just like it.]
so fuck off



well my ranting is done for now and i no i have too much anger ill work on that!!]


care

AHHHHHH
I ONLY HAVE 4 SMOKES AND 12 DAYS TILL I GET PAYED. IM FREEKING OUT. WHAT EVER WILL I DO? QUITE YOU SAY? NEVER!!!!!!!! I'D RATHER DIE>

hello!

not a whole lot is new. i went out with sarah and james and drew mac and matt c lastnight and ot was actually fun. andrew was being an ass ofcorse but it didn't seem to matter at all. james is such a cutie and you know how i feel about matt c so it was fun. good times in the Z-34 that i missed. sarah and i went to this weird party too lastnig. it was just a bunch of sober people sitting around playing truth or dare Janga. it was nuts. there were chips and kool-aid so i enjoyed myself. did you know there is no kool=aid in austrailla? what do kids drink??? i thought that was really weird.

next weekend will ROCK. i cant wait!!!

oh and thanks alot meliss for not callin me back! all we wantted was to hang out a bit but i guess that cant happen. well i dont have a boyfriend to dubble date with or talk about all the time so i guess i understand.NOT. im happy just the way i am i dont need someone eles to make me feel good about myself. which doesn't really have alot to do with meliss but its just how i feel.

ill go now before i start loosing friends!

i love you all!

sarah, holly+cain, bob, goat, jeff, jon, tay, chris, payne, kris, sarah, mathew, and who ever else i like.