So now i am at the Banff Centre.

I dont start work until Tuesday which sucks. I am super low on cash and i dont get paid here till the 30th. I have one more check from the springs on thursday. I guess it is time to quit smoking again. So my new place is cool. Weird kinda but good. There are commen rooms on the floors with TV's in them and it is a great place to meet new people. The people here seem nicer, i cant wait to start the new job.

I get a roomate on Tuesday too. I hope she is cool.

THANKS GIRLS for sending me out all the great stuff!! I love my new PJ pants and the scarf is really nice too. I have already wrote 2 letters on my fancy new stationary. If you want me to write you a letter leave me your mailing adress.

I Dont have my new Phone Number or Address with me. But there is a computer in the Staff Lunch room so i will post it later.

I think that im going to go to some comtempary dance thing tonight at the theater here.

Care

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This Town is searously distusting. Highest STD rate in NORTH AMERICA!!!! YUCK.

The whores here make the ones home look like angles.

Im too old for this town.

Erica please come visit me!!!!!!!

This place is trying really hard to make me want to run up into a mountain and never come down!!!!!

so i went in to do a exit interview so that i cant check out of the hell hole called the Banff Springs Hotel and the manager that i HATE the most was all rude to me and told me that i have to work on friday. That is the same day that i start at the center. Plus im moving tomarrow. So i told her that i couldnt work and she is now making me work tomarrow. I have to move at 3 so i only have like 7 rooms to clean. But ahhhhh man i hate that chick. Everyone is telling me not to go but i guess i will do it, i dont want to get fired and have troubble with my EI.

So thats how my day begins. I had a shitty night last night too, i drank and miss the bunch that went down town, so i did nothing.

AND i lost my ID and Bank card last week. i need an ID to start my new job so i went in today to get it but it takes 10-14 days for it to come in the mail and it is going to be sent to the springs. So thats great. I also need a rcmp criminal backgroung check and i was told not to bother going there with out an ID but thank god my holland college ID worked. So i should be able to move and start my new job as sceduled.

This post is not verry positive but i swear this town and everything and one in it is trying to fuck with me. I am soo sure that things will be better next week, but its just hard to keep on keeping on. I think that if i had someone here that i could talk/bitch too i would feel better too. I am going to hang out with Holland C Kim tomarrow night and i think im going Line Dancing tonight. Ha Ha should be fun.

Im worried that i just had to spend 70 bucks on ID's and Background checks. Im starting to get low on the cash flow. I think it is time to quit smoking again, but lately my smokes have been some thing i have really needed.

I have one huge trip to make to Value Village when i get home, i need some clothes that fit. Im not use to things falling down all the time. But it does feel good.

Stop trying to screw me banff. Im not interested.

Care

Oh i finished another book the other day so i picked up a new one about the joys of being single. Its pretty good.

ok so i am finished housekeeping.

i still dont think that it sunk in yet. im sure the giant bottle of wine i bought will help.

thanks for the email sarah

and the name calling erica.

i got to go though this is costing me a ton.

later

im in much better spirits now

care

Man this has been a rough week. I feel like Banff has kicked my ass. Lastnight i was super homesick and missed everyone soo much. I even freeked out and cryed for the first time out here. ( not including my weekly housekeeping cry because the plug for my vacum fell out of the wall for the millionth time.) So tomarrow is the last day I will ever clean professionaly again.. Thank god too because I am on the verge of a big freak out.

Now i am living by my self in a room with no tv. I am going a little crazy for sure. I think the worst of it all is i have no one to talk to and way too much time on my hands. This trip has proved to be a test of sorts. I am being challanged every day, it is hard to stay strong and postive but i am doing it. I love being independent but this is a bit much. I think that things are really going to turn around in the next week. But i for sure have never been treated like this befor. And i dont like it.

I miss all my friends, hell right now i miss the people i dont like.

Im heading over to the pool and i then make my usual trip to the woods. Thank goodness the weed is so good out here, or i would have been home a month ago.

oh and damn you leah and erica for telling me about cheep tickets home. But i really feel that this is something i have to see to the end. Im sick of saying ill do something and then quiting.

I figer if i can stick this out, i can do anything from this moment on.

You are all in my thoughts.

Love,
Care